tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-75887525417595663162024-02-19T18:22:09.192-08:00Troubadour's TroveAn aimless learny-journey.. Life !Dhruv..http://www.blogger.com/profile/06993108290717709453noreply@blogger.comBlogger137125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7588752541759566316.post-89650176078121881582016-06-12T16:12:00.000-07:002016-06-12T16:12:11.681-07:00Loyalty<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<span style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;">In the beginning was the word;</span><br style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;" /><span style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;">the word was AUM.</span><br style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;" /><span style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;">Ever since, there has been a way,</span><br style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;" /><span style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;">the way,</span><br style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;" /><span style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;">the Tao.</span><br style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;" /><span style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;">With sprouting genesis and evolution,</span><br style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;" /><span style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;">came us, the humans.</span><br style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;" /><span style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;">We had instincts and needs like all the animals but,</span><br style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;" /><span style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;">we also had the choice..</span><br style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;" /><span style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;">The modern 'free will'.</span><br style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;" /><span style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;">The choice lingered between</span><br style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;" /><span style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;">accepting the way or</span><br style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;" /><span style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;">forming a way.</span><br style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;" /><span style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;">Some accepted and some formed.</span><br style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;" /><span style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;">The result is the globe and </span><br style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;" /><span style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;">minds dwelling on it, </span><br style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;" /><span style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;">we have.</span><br style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;" /><span style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;">Some of our choices </span><br style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;" /><span style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;">caused some turbulence </span><br style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;" /><span style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;">and </span><br style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;" /><span style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;">we developed and honed the sense of </span><br style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;" /><span style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;">power and ego.</span><br style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;" /><span style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;">They translated into religion, decedance,</span><br style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;" /><span style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;">nazis and priority of comfort.</span><br style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;" /><span style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;">While our other choices </span><br style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;" /><span style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;">held the balancing front and</span><br style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;" /><span style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;">accepted the re-directed 'way'.</span><br style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;" /><span style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;">Who won ?</span><br style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;" /><span style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;">No one.</span><br style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;" /><span style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;">We still were, are and will be loyal</span><br style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;" /><span style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;">to the essence of the way,</span><br style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;" /><span style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;">continuation..</span><br style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;" /><span style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;">The endless cycle of </span><br style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;" /><span style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;">grow, evolve, wither, contribute, transgress and,</span><br style="background-color: #f6f7f9; 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Dhruv..http://www.blogger.com/profile/06993108290717709453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7588752541759566316.post-38777386034413532372016-06-12T15:35:00.001-07:002016-06-12T15:35:00.166-07:00Solitude<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<span style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">The yin and the yang,</span><br /><span style="font-family: inherit;">the 'shiva' and the 'shakti',</span><br /><span style="font-family: inherit;">the right and the wrong;</span></span><span style="background-color: #f6f7f9; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /><br /><span style="font-family: inherit;">they all seem to be one.</span><br /><span style="font-family: inherit;">The pursuit for busyness and,</span><br /><span style="font-family: inherit;">the pursuit for solitude </span><br /><span style="font-family: inherit;">are all essentially one.</span><br /><span style="font-family: inherit;">Its the pursuit,</span><br /><span style="font-family: inherit;">the see-saw of the game,</span><br /><span style="font-family: inherit;">the balancing act in the larger frame,</span><br /><span style="font-family: inherit;">the meaninglessness in fame and,</span><br /><span style="font-family: inherit;">the depth in a name.</span><br /><span style="font-family: inherit;">Solitude is not isolated and,</span><br /><span style="font-family: inherit;">so are elements of busyness.</span><br /><span style="font-family: inherit;">Its all one.</span><br /><span style="font-family: inherit;">The higher power..</span><br /><span style="font-family: inherit;">It is not in the light by itself.</span><br /><span style="font-family: inherit;">I don't know </span><br /><span style="font-family: inherit;">and </span><br /><span style="font-family: inherit;">I am seeking;</span><br /><span style="font-family: inherit;">my kind of God </span><br /><span style="font-family: inherit;">in darkness,</span><br /><span style="font-family: inherit;">as well.</span><br /><span style="font-family: inherit;">~Teop</span></span></span></div>
Dhruv..http://www.blogger.com/profile/06993108290717709453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7588752541759566316.post-7890397222897186822016-02-01T16:07:00.001-08:002016-02-01T16:07:10.540-08:00Ritual<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Wouldn’t want to change a thing..<o:p></o:p></div>
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The hat, the bag and the overflowing rag,<o:p></o:p></div>
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they all belong; in a non-possessing sense of the word.<o:p></o:p></div>
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It is like a harmony of elements<o:p></o:p></div>
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put together to try to en-canvass Freedom!<o:p></o:p></div>
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To add a sigh to this thought; <o:p></o:p></div>
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this harmony comes nonchalantly <o:p></o:p></div>
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to her, on her and with her.<o:p></o:p></div>
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She is like the consciousness’ ritual of <o:p></o:p></div>
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portraying and living the word free!<o:p></o:p></div>
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And I steal my bit of bliss by<o:p></o:p></div>
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trying to weave some words around her – <o:p></o:p></div>
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Dhruv..http://www.blogger.com/profile/06993108290717709453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7588752541759566316.post-36224357562824440722015-12-11T00:28:00.003-08:002015-12-11T00:28:24.911-08:00Merlot<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="font-size: 14px;">She likes to explore.</span></div>
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I can't wait<br />for conversations,<br />face to face,<br />blended with<br />her choice and,<br />my Merlot.<br />The love<br />that we make<br />after our sips<br />to base<br />would be colors,<br />infinite.<br />Would be shades<br />of tastes<br />infinite.<br />Would be a blend<br />that defies<br />Cabernet Chauvignon.<br />Would be a spirit<br />as they call<br />a perfect blend..<br />a perfect wine.</div>
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Dhruv..http://www.blogger.com/profile/06993108290717709453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7588752541759566316.post-4031473584474389932015-12-11T00:26:00.001-08:002015-12-11T00:26:19.644-08:00Who Wants.. To Live Forever!<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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You must be special..<br />you.. you unforgettable piece of memory.</div>
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For,<br />on some random<br />Thursday night<br />you still occupy<br />some heads,<br />some hearts..</div>
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far away from where you are.</div>
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For,<br />people down here,<br />still love you and,<br />think of a moment,<br />or two<br />with you<br />in it, them.</div>
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Perfect,<br />for a beautiful woman<br />that you were..</div>
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for a beautiful soul<br />that you are;</div>
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I want you,<br />to know that..</div>
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those heads,<br />those hearts..</div>
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with you,</div>
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now believe that..</div>
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'A thing of beauty<br />is a joy<br />forever'.</div>
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Teop</div>
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Dhruv..http://www.blogger.com/profile/06993108290717709453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7588752541759566316.post-63168446893879459372015-12-11T00:23:00.002-08:002015-12-11T00:23:30.108-08:00Depression is Golden<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Moment and again,<br />when I stop trying<br />to be<br />a self-fixer,<br />I come to face<br />with this B side<br />of me,<br />within me.</div>
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It is a sucker,<br />for gloom.<br />It listens to the sermons<br />of crimson kings,<br />empathizes with<br />the melancholy<br />of as something<br />as small as<br />a gush of wind<br />not talking back to you.<br />Its a blizzard of crap,<br />when judged.<br />Its heart-breaking beautiful,<br />when felt.</div>
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Loathing in its love,<br />for such glooms, this morning,<br />it, yet again,<br />bows to the Crimson, King!<br />Partners in gloating,<br />in gloom.</div>
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Dhruv..http://www.blogger.com/profile/06993108290717709453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7588752541759566316.post-14061625375364629322015-12-11T00:21:00.000-08:002015-12-11T00:21:15.622-08:00Lament Soda<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Trying to figure<br />the remedy<br />the cure<br />the panacea.<br />All my life<br />I have<br />given and received<br />a 'to do' list<br />to work with<br />when sad, upset or depressed.</div>
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It doesn't work.<br />It doesn't fuckin work.</div>
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Dhruv..http://www.blogger.com/profile/06993108290717709453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7588752541759566316.post-80049500563170996972015-12-11T00:19:00.000-08:002015-12-11T00:19:28.038-08:00Kintsugi<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Lady, I love the process.<br />I spend the night<br />walking streets of downtown,<br />Auckland.<br />I perturb the colony of bees<br />of my thoughts<br />and let them buzz around,<br />disturbed by happening.<br />Worsts of me and,<br />bests of me<br />go naked in that cloud of buzz.<br />Lady, I contemplate my love<br />for strip-clubs,<br />I look a lost crowd of<br />women, gut-wrenching sexy.<br />And I miss you.<br />Not in a phoney, blank -<br />he-holds-her-so-tight<br />and-aah-i-wish-i-could-also-get-to-hold-you-tight-right-now.<br />It is more of wishing to<br />accept that these wishes are the cracks<br />in my whole<br />and I want you to see them,<br />acknowledge them,<br />try to love them<br />and hold me.<br />Because,<br />I know that<br />only you can.<br />I love this process<br />of thinking of my vices,<br />my cracks<br />and then thinking<br />that the comfort lies in<br />confession and acceptance.<br />You, my love, accept me.</div>
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Dhruv..http://www.blogger.com/profile/06993108290717709453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7588752541759566316.post-71704655029006177432015-12-11T00:13:00.000-08:002015-12-11T00:13:09.438-08:00The Fallen One!<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Everyday I sit down comfortably,<br />with my spine straight and<br />try to puncture<br />my spiritual heart to<br />let in some light<br />for the kaged Lucifer.<br />He ain't a bad guy,<br />I feel.<br />Just a helper with<br />not so kosher<br />means.<br />Some coming day<br />I would have<br />punctured it enough and<br />released the angel<br />who can't be mean<br />just because<br />he had a fall.<br />Some coming day,<br />I shall know<br />how it feels<br />to hangout<br />with the most honestly broken me.</div>
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Dhruv..http://www.blogger.com/profile/06993108290717709453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7588752541759566316.post-85410690316165760392015-12-11T00:09:00.000-08:002015-12-11T00:09:02.392-08:00Purpose<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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The purpose<br />as I see<br />is to defragment oneself<br />and then face<br />and try to love<br />all the pieces.<br />It may take a lifetime<br />and there might be<br />some choices,<br />odd to make.<br />They might give one<br />an illusory feeling<br />of freedom -<br />the nature of choices being<br />having to choose between<br />fear and hope.<br />All, however, becomes interesting<br />when the superset of these bits<br />is called<br />destiny or be and<br />the only way therein<br />is acceptance.<br />Acceptance, unconditional,<br />is what it comes closest<br />to define<br />the abstract<br />we call love!</div>
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Dhruv..http://www.blogger.com/profile/06993108290717709453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7588752541759566316.post-69036172539075990822015-12-11T00:03:00.004-08:002015-12-11T00:03:31.111-08:00Zaayka<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Aji.. Mohabbat<br />Mohabbat se kamm nahi tha zaayka!<br />Zaayka ekdum waisa jaisa..<br />Us shaam airport pe jab<br />tujhe mere ko dhoondte door se dekha tha<br />aur fir ek dum tere saamne aakar<br />tujhe chooma tha aur fir..<br />zaayka jo tere hoton pe paaya tha !</div>
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Dhruv..http://www.blogger.com/profile/06993108290717709453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7588752541759566316.post-54277323045820787192015-12-11T00:00:00.002-08:002015-12-11T00:00:31.099-08:00Why!<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Why do we love love or why do we love dark ? What is the fascination with importance of strength and belittling of weakness! Why is even the need to classify in extremes and why is there a need to adore or abhor? Why isn't normalcy a way ? Why is there a concept of god, light, divinity, bliss, source of life etc. ? Most of it is belief and named experience anyway! Why is there a need to name extremes, feelings, thoughts etc.? Why do we need such diversification ? What is so right with light and what is so wrong with dark ? I don't even know whether my questions are right considering my frame of observation and the paradigm that i am in. Why do i need these questions anyway !</div>
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Dhruv..http://www.blogger.com/profile/06993108290717709453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7588752541759566316.post-19802465819734819182015-06-19T04:07:00.000-07:002015-06-19T04:07:07.391-07:00Hollowness<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
I spent this week<br />
taking a dip;<br />
well.. more of a slip<br />
into waters so cold,<br />
in winters so cold,<br />
brought down by<br />
these clouds so cold.<br />
<br />
My time down there<br />
has been<br />
spent finding the tribe<br />
only to discover<br />
that<br />
the slip was unfortunate and,<br />
each molecule around<br />
only drained me<br />
more.<br />
<br />
The shy spent the time<br />
searching love,<br />
soaking lone.<br />
<br />
And then,<br />
I realized that<br />
you weren't far away.<br />
I called you<br />
starry night<br />
and I looked up<br />
to catch a glimpse<br />
of you .. My home.<br />
<br />
But it was dark.<br />
I was drenched dark<br />
by the waters so dark,<br />
in the winters so dark.<br />
The stars were lost<br />
and so was my starry night..<br />
behind those clouds so dark.<br />
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~Teop</div>
Dhruv..http://www.blogger.com/profile/06993108290717709453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7588752541759566316.post-12883395908358841422015-06-06T01:34:00.002-07:002015-06-06T01:34:16.104-07:00Arts<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
My thoughts are complex results<br />
of an even complex neurotransmission,<br />
amalgamating the feeds<br />
my brain has had<br />
through these<br />
insatiable senses.<br />
So are yours.<br />
But our waves -<br />
they go out and<br />
live the physics of fat books.<br />
I think love, high, smiles and books.<br />
Pretty artsy to say.<br />
But then again,<br />
science starts with imaginative art!<br />
So,<br />
imagine,<br />
think awesome,<br />
think of forces in nature,<br />
think of love being made..</div>
Dhruv..http://www.blogger.com/profile/06993108290717709453noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7588752541759566316.post-34678310038231658782015-06-06T01:33:00.001-07:002015-06-06T01:33:10.115-07:00To Lei and Chris<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Love, like it originated.<br />
Like what has been told by<br />
scriptures and tales.<br />
A life that is a handful of togetherness<br />
in far and spread out<br />
fragments that one doesn't<br />
understand.<br />
<br />
In that little, beautiful<br />
coffee shop,<br />
she goes around serving<br />
cocoa blends<br />
and some smiles<br />
to sweeten them.<br />
<br />
Under that naked,<br />
scarred and starred<br />
endlessly vast skies,<br />
he stood observing<br />
and wondering -<br />
why does it all seem like<br />
her!<br />
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~Teop</div>
Dhruv..http://www.blogger.com/profile/06993108290717709453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7588752541759566316.post-63508116826581525312015-06-06T01:32:00.002-07:002015-06-06T01:32:10.381-07:00Zara Rose<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Your aroma is with me tonight.<br />
I keep a piece<br />
next to my pillow,<br />
while the other<br />
perfumes my days to come,<br />
in my wardrobe.<br />
Before embracing slumber<br />
under this party of stars<br />
I think of how<br />
this night<br />
is going to be and,<br />
I envision myself<br />
not taking a turn<br />
away from you tonight.<br />
I see myself evolving,<br />
giving up on oxygen and,<br />
breathing only the aroma<br />
you exude.<br />
Tonight, my mind goes still.<br />
It flushes away the thoughts<br />
about everything else.<br />
Tonight, I am you.<br />
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~Teop</div>
Dhruv..http://www.blogger.com/profile/06993108290717709453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7588752541759566316.post-1818899813928191712015-06-06T01:31:00.002-07:002015-06-06T01:31:22.131-07:00You Must Have Fallen From The Sky !<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
I just heard this being say<br />
'You must have fallen from the sky'.<br />
True enough, simple enough -<br />
to feel for someone you love<br />
like your first day of<br />
being in love.<br />
The extent to affectation<br />
is minimal and,<br />
the extent of cognition<br />
is minimal.<br />
<br />
Why can't it just be left<br />
at that.<br />
Like, love's definition, changed.<br />
Changed to something<br />
that, on this day,<br />
is what one felt on that<br />
first day !<br />
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~Teop</div>
Dhruv..http://www.blogger.com/profile/06993108290717709453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7588752541759566316.post-16583369850039418092015-06-06T01:30:00.002-07:002015-06-06T01:30:29.903-07:00Erotica<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
A conversation<br />
with you.<br />
A listening me,<br />
with an intent<br />
to explore<br />
your vastness.<br />
An expressing you,<br />
hurdled, stymied<br />
by words<br />
they invented,<br />
trying to express<br />
your vastness.<br />
A listening you,<br />
with an intent<br />
to explore<br />
my emptiness.<br />
An expressing me,<br />
stymied, hurdled<br />
by words<br />
they invented,<br />
trying to tailor<br />
what I<br />
can pick up.<br />
For I am all<br />
but a closet poet<br />
and my closet<br />
is being filled<br />
with our conversations<br />
like these.<br />
These conversations<br />
are erotic.<br />
I wish<br />
I could<br />
have all of them<br />
making love<br />
to you.<br />
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~Teop</div>
Dhruv..http://www.blogger.com/profile/06993108290717709453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7588752541759566316.post-24329934253010146812015-06-06T01:29:00.003-07:002015-06-06T01:29:49.493-07:00The Human Condition is Upon Us<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
I don't want to<br />
get onto that mountain top<br />
and not be able to<br />
think anything<br />
significant.<br />
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I am better off<br />
crashing on my couch<br />
drunk as.. sea on water<br />
and feel deeply<br />
about this<br />
about this<br />
human condition<br />
that's upon us<br />
that's upon me.<br />
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~Teop</div>
Dhruv..http://www.blogger.com/profile/06993108290717709453noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7588752541759566316.post-50692620006421061202015-06-06T01:29:00.000-07:002015-06-06T01:29:03.543-07:00Found you !<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Was just trying to find you,<br />
trying to shoot out<br />
those movie scene<br />
with you and,<br />
me.<br />
<br />
Was just trying to find<br />
the source of that<br />
flow of harmony,<br />
only to figure that<br />
its in<br />
those moments of solitude<br />
with you and,<br />
me.<br />
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~Teop</div>
Dhruv..http://www.blogger.com/profile/06993108290717709453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7588752541759566316.post-76254057369697457142015-06-06T01:28:00.000-07:002015-06-06T01:28:13.597-07:00Magnanimity in Me<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
The abnormalities,<br />
the negative adjectives<br />
that bounce in vacuum<br />
of my head,<br />
the euphemisms of<br />
struggle<br />
to soothe my condition;<br />
they all,<br />
those all unacceptable, illegal,<br />
instinctual and natural.<br />
<br />
They all amalgamate<br />
and flint start my first fire.<br />
The fire of introspection.<br />
The fire that illuminates<br />
and lets me be the witness<br />
to the magnanimity<br />
of me.<br />
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~Teop</div>
Dhruv..http://www.blogger.com/profile/06993108290717709453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7588752541759566316.post-71765194801793913562015-06-06T01:27:00.000-07:002015-06-06T01:27:06.933-07:00Acceptance<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Lady, I love the process.<br />
I spend the night<br />
walking streets of downtown,<br />
Auckland.<br />
I perturb the colony of bees<br />
of my thoughts<br />
and let them buzz around,<br />
disturbed by happening.<br />
Worsts of me and,<br />
bests of me<br />
go naked in that cloud of buzz.<br />
Lady, I contemplate my love<br />
for strip-clubs,<br />
I look a lost crowd of<br />
women, gut-wrenching sexy.<br />
And I miss you.<br />
Not in a phoney, blank -<br />
he-holds-her-so-tight<br />
and-aah-i-wish-i-could-also-get-to-hold-you-tight-right-now.<br />
It is more of wishing to<br />
accept that these wishes are the cracks<br />
in my whole<br />
and I want you to see them,<br />
acknowledge them,<br />
try to love them<br />
and hold me.<br />
Because,<br />
I know that<br />
only you can.<br />
I love this process<br />
of thinking of my vices,<br />
my cracks<br />
and then thinking<br />
that the comfort lies in<br />
confession and acceptance.<br />
You, my love, accept me.<br />
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~Teop</div>
Dhruv..http://www.blogger.com/profile/06993108290717709453noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7588752541759566316.post-7410899269863600112015-06-06T01:25:00.001-07:002015-06-06T01:25:12.207-07:00It Doesn't Work<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Trying to figure<br />
the remedy<br />
the cure<br />
the panacea.<br />
All my life<br />
I have<br />
given and received<br />
a 'to do' list<br />
to work with<br />
when sad, upset or depressed.<br />
<br />
It doesn't work.<br />
It doesn't fuckin work.<br />
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~Teop</div>
Dhruv..http://www.blogger.com/profile/06993108290717709453noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7588752541759566316.post-32077054327362827912015-05-04T23:29:00.000-07:002015-05-04T23:29:01.185-07:00Key<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
I have been<br />
bought into<br />
brought up into<br />
a system<br />
that<br />
appears to limit<br />
my life to 6-12 activity,<br />
diminishing<br />
my grandeur<br />
my infinity<br />
my essence and<br />
my possibility.<br />
On this Sunday noon<br />
and a little after,<br />
I still sit<br />
condemning<br />
my shackles,<br />
finding keys<br />
that are long lost.<br />
But,<br />
it is out there.<br />
I know.<br />
And so,<br />
I tell the paper,<br />
my story<br />
to tell others<br />
to look out<br />
to look out<br />
for this key<br />
that I need,<br />
that we need.<br />
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~Teop</div>
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Dhruv..http://www.blogger.com/profile/06993108290717709453noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7588752541759566316.post-45546237774866278752015-05-04T23:28:00.000-07:002015-05-04T23:28:02.687-07:00Partners in Gloom<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Moment and again,<br />
when I stop trying<br />
to be<br />
a self-fixer,<br />
I come to face<br />
with this B side<br />
of me,<br />
within me.<br />
<br />
It is a sucker,<br />
for gloom.<br />
It listens to the sermons<br />
of crimson kings,<br />
empathizes with<br />
the melancholy<br />
of as something<br />
as small as<br />
a gush of wind<br />
not talking back to you.<br />
Its a blizzard of crap,<br />
when judged.<br />
Its heart-breaking beautiful,<br />
when felt.<br />
<br />
Loathing in its love,<br />
for such glooms, this morning,<br />
it, yet again,<br />
bows to the Crimson, King!<br />
Partners in gloating,<br />
in gloom.<br />
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~Teop</div>
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